O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water (Psalm 63:1).
Have you ever been thirsty?
I mean, really thirsty?
Not, “I could sure go for a tasty caffeine-free diet soda right about now” thirsty.
More like, “I sure wish lizards sweat, because I could lick the sweat off a lizard” thirsty.
That’s what David is describing here.
Only…you know…for God.
Beloved, I gotta tell you, I don’t feel that longing, that soul thirst, nearly as often or as intensely as I ought to.
Most of the time, I’m content with far too little of God. Read a little Bible, post my little blog, say a little prayer on my way to work…
I want more.
No, if I’m honest I should say
I want to want more.
If this is ever going to work, if I am ever going to be the man he has called me to be, I need him to do more than grant the desire of my heart.
I need him to plant the desire in my heart in the first place.
Beloved, I’m glad you’ve got it all together, because some days I’m just a mess.
But, at least I’m his mess.
Happy Monday, Beloved.