I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings… (Philippians 3:10)
Jesus went to the cross.
You probably won’t have to do that.
Jesus became sin, bearing the punishment of all evil through all of time.
Not your job
Jesus lived in a world that didn’t understand him, where he did not belong. He was mocked and abused for obeying the Father. He was abandoned and betrayed by those who had sworn to love and stand beside him.
Closer, but…
Frankly, I know very little about sharing in Christ’s sufferings. Up to this point, my walk with God has been relatively smooth, and my pain has been confined to the internal struggle-with-sin-and-try-to-live-for-God-while-living-in-a-broken-world variety. I have not suffered for my Lord; I have certainly not suffered like my Lord.
I’m not sure I can say that I want to.
Sorry…did that disappoint you?
I mean, I want to be a man of God, but the cost…is…sobering. If the day comes that I’m called upon to share in His sufferings, I hope I’m up to the task.
That’s not to say I don’t know a little bit about the fellowship of suffering. I have shared tears and pain and death and heartache and loss and I hate it. I hate death. I hate pain. I hate loss. I hate the powerless feeling that comes with sitting at the bedside of a friend and watching him struggle with the knowledge that his body doesn’t work right and might never work right again. I hate asking how he’s feeling after having his veins scorched with chemo and his cells fried with radiation.
And yet (Thank God, there’s an “And yet”)
And yet…I was closer to my friend than I was in those last weeks. I never saw him stronger, or more vulnerable, or more real.
I never saw him reflect Christ more clearly than he did in that time of suffering.
In a very tiny way, I shared in those sufferings, and I am better for it.
What about you, Beloved? Have you known the fellowship of suffering? If you haven’t, you will. I’m sorry for you.
And glad.
Happy Wednesday, Beloved
